This weekend was exactly what my soul needed. It is a strange concept that the life I built, wears and stresses me out so easily since I choose it. But, everyone needs a break and I needed time away from my own life.
Derek and I were able to go down to Encitas and enjoy so many things in such a small amount of time. Long walks on the beach, delicious food, an amazing hotel room, hot air balloon rides, and some furry friends. It definitely helped me breathe again.
I am so thankful that we were able to go and yet not at the same time. Then again, I am looking the glass as half empty. I think I realized a couple of things on this trip and some I do not like.
- how stressed I really am about my life.
- how I want to build up my connection with Derek even more. (Not scary)
-my job currently gives me anxiety because of all the changes.
I want the stress to leave. I want to connect and continue to grow my relationship with Derek even more. Lastly, I want the excitement of going to work to come back again. Luckily, the book I have been reading has helped me with the last one.
I will continue to take the next step and continue on my path. I will put on a positive attitude because even though I feel like I cannot do this anymore-this will lead me to where I where suppose to be in time. I just have to trust God whle I seek for my next stop.
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